3rd engagement anniversary

Mood: Happy!
Current weight: 59 kgs

We won AFF Suzuki Cup 2010! Yeay! And it's our 3rd engagement anniversary even more. I'm so happy and it feels like a blast. Just a short letter to you Mr. S;

I LOVE YOU!

Rindu nak balik Bukit Besi sama2..

we won final AFF cup 1st part!

Mood: I'm the happiest MALASYIAN tonight!!!
Current weight: 59.5 kgs. I lost 0.5 kg today!!!

Just a quick post!

WE WON!!!!

Just an image from http://nose4news.wordpress.com/

Well, only wait for the 2nd part in Jakarta.
Hope we can bring the cup home! Yeah!

merry christmas everyone!

Mood: Very not happy but happy for you!
Current weight: 60 kgs!

Just a quick post, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

in which i'm hungry!

Mood: Not happy due to my weight. You'll see why.
Current weight: Still 60 kgs! Arghh!

Just want to show you something that I would like to eat right now. I'm fretting over my diet now. God please help me!

Fried spaghetti. I made last few weeks.

Ala pesto spaghetti with sauteed frankfurter and mixed  purple cabbage salad

Sushi!

Then I had my second helping.

guy of the day...

Mood: Boredom
Current weight: 60 kgs. I can't figure it out yet which diet I'm going to follow =)

Just a short update, I miss him terribly that I have a load of breaks from works because I miss this baldy guy. He's all for me and I miss him so much!

Apple of my eyes!

Brunei Darussalam international conference '10

Mood: Irked
Current weight: 60 kgs people!

So we went to Brunei Darussalam from 12th to 16th of December 2010 for 2010 Universiti Brunei Darussalam 1ST Graduate Science Student Research Conference organized by Universiti Brunei Darussalam. It was a great experience yet unforgettable moments being somewhere other than Malaysia. It was my second time to Brunei but the previous was just a sightseeing before we went to Universiti Malaysia Sabah. Everything about Brunei was a delightful experience, new place, delicious food, hospitality people, new environment and so many to list. Being in the conference was like encouraging me to be better and do better. Mingled with great people with diverse of experience and knowledge. This is what I like most being in different country or in a new environment. It reminds me of how a person can develop and think of new ideas to be more productive and innovative. I bet it did bring out most of the good in me.

ME while giving the oral presentation of my research

We were the biggest delegation from UPM Bintulu Campus.
Kind of very proud about it.

With all the participants, committee member and academical staff

With my dear Kak Ima!

the wedding!

Mood: Okay
Current weight: 61 kgs.

Another picture to show. Now you can see why she has to be married first; she's 'gatal'. LOL

The Purples..

the one next to me...

Mood: Lost
Current weight: 62 kgs!!! I'm not lying!!!

Sigh. I don't have anything to say but just posting a few shots with him last time we went out together.

Anything but me, eh..?

Okay, he still realized I'm next to him =)

This was quarter of us ;p

Hmm..This will do I think..

NOOOO!! I look fat here!

So was this the reason I'm fat..???

Serious gile..Huhu..

Please! Don't buy me all this toys!

the not-so-'bride'!

Mood: Happy la..
Current weight: Still 59 kgs

just want to show you my sister, Angah. We went to Kak Zie, she had and appoinment to do a mandi lulur and massage for a pre-wed preparation. This one I snapped while she was 'sauna'ing!

The not-so-bride!

the orange lover!

Mood: So-so
Current weight: 59 kgs perhaps???

Went out with Mr. S. Sooooo happy! This was the day before I went home at the evening. We wore orange shirts together and see how sehati sejiwa we are? As usual, we dated at ALAMANDA (our official dating/meeting place) and we were strolling and window shopping together. I have nothing to buy but we bought a purple shirt for him to wear during majlis tandang at my sister's groom side on 11/21.

Having banana split at Rasa ALAMANDA.
But I was the one who finished everything!LOL

1st shot: Ala..Mr. S was not smiling!

2nd shot: Arghh! He smirked!

3rd shot: I think I love this one better =)

4th shot: Or maybe this one???

That was the story before I went home by bus at 8.30 pm. I had a terrible journey! Menstrual cramp tahap gaban punye! It was my first time I puked while traveling! Ewwwwy! But I was safely arrived at home at 3.30 am. Hooray!

pizza hut and lil' cousins!

Mood: HAPPY!
Current weight: 60 kgs

I'm quite at home now. Or actually I'm at my uncles. My uncle brought us to Pizza hut for dinner so that my Mokta doesn't has to cook. As always, I ate a lot and these lil' cousins of mine don't eat as much as I did. Muahaha!

Me and my lil' cousins!

Uncle, Mokta and Aman

Time to eat!

Abdul Azim the big bro

Akmal Aqil the naughtiest in the trio

Aman Asna, the chipmunk!

Finally, tido kat Pizza Hut pun jadi la....

i'm in KL!

Weight: Still 60 kgs!
Current mood: Really happy!

Today was a tiring day. But very happy to arrive at the airport, Mr. S came to pick me up. Really happy! And chocolate are always available to be presented to me. This time two Cloud 9s worth MYR 0.80 each! Very cute, right? Then went to Dr. Muta Harah's house, very fortunate not to get lost but eventually found too! Yeay!

Tapi, there's a moment when I made a terrible thing when I kind of insulted Mr. S and he was so angry (I never see him that angry at me in my whole life!) he shouted at me and I was so scared that he will never sayang me anymore after this. Okay, I know, that was totally my fault when I'm not suppose to do things like that at him. After some moment, I was totally silent the entire time and finally I burst into tears and sobbing like a child when he asked me, "Tak kesian ke kat abang ambik Alyn jauh2, tinggal keje kat bank mcm tu aje semata-mata nak amik and jumpa Alyn? Tak sayang kat abang ek?"

I'm sorry Mr. S. I cried not because I hate him for shouting at me or being so angry at me. It was me. I forgot that I always think about me and not about him. Well, in some circumstances, I do care about him and I even promise never be that ego or selfish or stubborn or hard-headed.

I cried so damn hard for at least nearly half an hour. I think so. I even cried so hard and messed up all my make up, my mascara brushed horribly like one of the goth girl and I couldn't even see his face with blurry eyes. 

I cried even when he memujuk me;

"Abg jahat?". I geleng. 
"Abg garang?" I nodded.
"Sayang abg tak?" I nodded.
"Nak kawan ngn abg tak?" I geleng.
"Tak nak jumpa abg dah?" I geleng.
"Nak buat lagi tak?" I geleng.
"Nak abang marah lagi?" I geleng.

I actually don't know if I answered the Q's correctly or not. But he knew what the answers meant.

"Dah, jgn ngis lagi." I lagi la meraung! Haha. Then he stopped at Bangi gas station, went out and when he came back, he bought me Ferrero Roche. 

"Dah..jgn ngis....abg beli coklat." I don't even look at him and put the Ferrero Roche aside. He took it and opened it for me. I tgh ngis sobbing, he suap me Ferrero Roche. I bantai buka mulut je gigit makan. Haha. And don't forget, I was still sobbing like a cry-baby while eating that! Sungguh tidak malu.

"Dah, jgn nangis lagi. Abg belanja alyn steamboat plak ek.." I angguk2..Igt aku budak kecik ke pujuk aku ngn Ferrero Roche? Pastu pujuk to treat me steamboat. Hmm. When we arrived at Restoren Tasik Idaman, there's no steamboat. I said takper. Alyn nk makn chicken chop la. So we had chicken chop and beef steak. And tom yam campur and nugget for me. 

Habis jugak aku bedal all that. Penangan kena tengking. Best jugak. Hehe.Padan muka!

So sorry, no pics! Muka ngn mata bengkak and with smeared mascara no way to show you guys! 

p/s: Mr. S, Miss D.R said so sorry!

cute girls night out!

Mood: Sgt happy esok I balik KL. 13/11 Balik Bukit Besi! Oh yeah!
Current weight: Arggghhhhhh! Gained 1 kg last night! Makes it 60 kgs today!

Okay, so last night was like my last time before I go home for Eidul Adha. Just two pics and nothing more. Let the pictures speak thousands of words ok?

See how cute these girls?? And look at how many plates they have!

Kak Ima and I. We just took picture and nothing more. The food were all theirs. LOL

 p/s: I had a greatest night with the two girls, Fatin and Azie (Star Gorgeous?). They are hilarious! And Kak Ima, you know that it is always fun to be with you, right. *wink*

self timer shots attempt!

Mood: Sedih...I'm going to part with Comel..
Current weight: 59 kgs laaaaaa....

The photos were taken during our or my holiday at my hometown. Mr. S was there and we had a short great weekend. The place is Teluk Lipat Beach in Dungun. Most of the shots were horrible but these two are gems! I love the angle and it kind of working. I was using my old Nikon Digital Camera.

"Look look!I think I saw a big whale!"

"Agak2 jadi tak kita amik gambar ngn self-timer ni abang?"
Abg: "Bantai ajela"

Don't you think the shots are great?? Haha.. Masuk bakul angkat sendiri. LOL!

tonight's dinner!

Mode: Exhausted *sigh*
Current weight: 59 kgs

It's really hot tonight and I'm drenched in sweat! So, bila dah panas2 mcm ni, I have no idea what to eat and I don't really feel like eating. But at last, I finally end up with toasted bread (camne tuh I toast bread tanpa toaster???) with chocolate spread and honey! Yeay! Masyuk sgt! After finishing my laundry which was very tiring when the washing machine is on 2nd floor (and my room on 1st floor) and I have to go back and forth up and down the stairs. Memang penat. Tapi ada can la I lose weight kut. Hehe.

I ate only one piece okay! Look at the brown crust, choc and honey..Hmm!

After one bite. Tapi takle blah la kut tgk all the bread
crumbs everywhere on the plate!

This what was left! Sedap.....!3-4 keping jugak I mkn!

One thing for sure, a mug of nescaffe can't be forgotten. I just can't live without coffee or nescaffe. And tea too. Maybe I just one part English one part Malay! Haha.

banzai!

Mood: Oh..Happy day..! Oh.. Happy day..!
Current weight: 59 kgs

I guess I am like the little black kitten!

Finally! I've finished marking all the student's lab reports! Yeay!

(picture above is not mine!)

in which i'm doing last minute jobs!

Mood: Still sad. Got bad news early in the morning from Dr. M
Current weight: 59 kgs la. Tu pun mau tanya lagi..

I'm in my supervisor's office today and working on marking my students lab report. Boring and tiring. I just had lunch with Syafiq, Kerol, Poo, Sutha and Syam plus gossiping hottest news I got earlier this morning and damn we are so shocked!

But, tak nak la sambung my shock, just heads up to the office and continue my unfinished work. Then, hangin kus2 datang satu badan, the body temperature highly increasing. You know why? Just scroll down to look yourself. These are some of them la. Can't show all. Kesian jugak kat students. Sometime I just laugh reading the reports. Not that they're crap (sometimes they do) but reading all the copy+paste answers or discussions drive me crazy all the time. I'm not saying all of them are like that. Just a few of them. Just wish that my students in future will be better because until at this point, they become so much worse. Sigh.

Ni because diorang did the spelling error.
Seriously, spelling pun byk salah?

Cantik tak student I lukis? Ada talent nih..

Ni I tak tau ape pesen. How come I'll know which is which?

No LABLES! Hangin sau badan marking paper cam ni!

Ni scientific name writing pun salah. Berbuih dah I taught them in class!

And imagine I have this many to mark!

in which i horribly feel p.h.a.t!

Mood: Sad giler
Current weight: Jap, nak gi timbang. lalalala~~~~ aish!59.9kgs!!

I'm P.H.A.T!

So do you know what's P.H.A.T means?

P = Pretty

H = Hot
A = Amazingly
T = Tempting

Haha! Taknak la ckp fat lagi kan? So i have to find another word with double meaning. Haha. Puas hati!

Ok lah, I'm busy and couldn't figure out what to talk about tonight. So I guess, I'm off to have dinner.

This is my regular dinner almost for every night!

p/s: Comel dah kena jual...?????

in the breeze!

Mood: Stoned?
Current weight: 58 kgs

I was sitting alone at my desk and stoned (???). I tried to write something over works but hesitated for quite sometime until it was an hour passed. My mind blanked and I can't figured anything to do at the moment. I looked at the window and saw a few stars in the sky, barely shine in dim moonlight.

Okay. I sighed.

I re-winded everything that happened in my life and I felt like I missed something. It's heart-gripping and torturing my mind but never my heart.

There's no day goes by I forget about you

My heart never been wavered by anything. I just thought maybe I'd lost track of my life but heck I don't think so. Maybe I just need some more time. Just hang on a little and I'll make it through.

Relax Darlyn, you CAN make it through.

p/s: Maybe I just miss my Mr. S. Cepat2 la saya sembuh dari demam. Ia sgt menyeksakan jiwa dan raga saya..!