raya much?

Mood: Sedih
Current weight: I think it suppose to be 63 kgs.

What's cool?:

It's RAYA babes!

And this is our second year celebrating raya as husband and wife. We celebrate this year raya on my hubby's side.

Errr, kind of interesting and very exhausting!

Raya blues ;p

going home!

Mood: Happy
Current weight: I think I gained another half kg which means I'm 58 kgs!

Today I'm going home! The flight AirAsia Airbus AK 5538 at 8 pm and my flight arrival to Sultan Mahmud Airport was 10 minutes early from the schedule. It suppose to take 55 minutes from KL to Kuala Terengganu. The flight was pleasant and thanks to Mr. S to send me to the LCCT. Something bad happened between us and of course it was because of my fault Mr. S got angry. Well, when he gets angry, I'll cry. So I have big red eyes and red nose. I felt very bad and already him to forgive me and he did even though I still think he is still angry at me. Then, I even misplaced my seat. Okay, I sat at someone else's seat. I felt sorry to this foreigner. However, he was okay with it and he got other seat. Angah fetched me with her husband, so I stayed a night at their house before going home the next morning.

Look at the building. So nice!

Macam jakun plak ambik pic airplane..haha

I'm home baby!

i'm in KL!

Weight: Still 60 kgs!
Current mood: Really happy!

Today was a tiring day. But very happy to arrive at the airport, Mr. S came to pick me up. Really happy! And chocolate are always available to be presented to me. This time two Cloud 9s worth MYR 0.80 each! Very cute, right? Then went to Dr. Muta Harah's house, very fortunate not to get lost but eventually found too! Yeay!

Tapi, there's a moment when I made a terrible thing when I kind of insulted Mr. S and he was so angry (I never see him that angry at me in my whole life!) he shouted at me and I was so scared that he will never sayang me anymore after this. Okay, I know, that was totally my fault when I'm not suppose to do things like that at him. After some moment, I was totally silent the entire time and finally I burst into tears and sobbing like a child when he asked me, "Tak kesian ke kat abang ambik Alyn jauh2, tinggal keje kat bank mcm tu aje semata-mata nak amik and jumpa Alyn? Tak sayang kat abang ek?"

I'm sorry Mr. S. I cried not because I hate him for shouting at me or being so angry at me. It was me. I forgot that I always think about me and not about him. Well, in some circumstances, I do care about him and I even promise never be that ego or selfish or stubborn or hard-headed.

I cried so damn hard for at least nearly half an hour. I think so. I even cried so hard and messed up all my make up, my mascara brushed horribly like one of the goth girl and I couldn't even see his face with blurry eyes. 

I cried even when he memujuk me;

"Abg jahat?". I geleng. 
"Abg garang?" I nodded.
"Sayang abg tak?" I nodded.
"Nak kawan ngn abg tak?" I geleng.
"Tak nak jumpa abg dah?" I geleng.
"Nak buat lagi tak?" I geleng.
"Nak abang marah lagi?" I geleng.

I actually don't know if I answered the Q's correctly or not. But he knew what the answers meant.

"Dah, jgn ngis lagi." I lagi la meraung! Haha. Then he stopped at Bangi gas station, went out and when he came back, he bought me Ferrero Roche. 

"Dah..jgn ngis....abg beli coklat." I don't even look at him and put the Ferrero Roche aside. He took it and opened it for me. I tgh ngis sobbing, he suap me Ferrero Roche. I bantai buka mulut je gigit makan. Haha. And don't forget, I was still sobbing like a cry-baby while eating that! Sungguh tidak malu.

"Dah, jgn nangis lagi. Abg belanja alyn steamboat plak ek.." I angguk2..Igt aku budak kecik ke pujuk aku ngn Ferrero Roche? Pastu pujuk to treat me steamboat. Hmm. When we arrived at Restoren Tasik Idaman, there's no steamboat. I said takper. Alyn nk makn chicken chop la. So we had chicken chop and beef steak. And tom yam campur and nugget for me. 

Habis jugak aku bedal all that. Penangan kena tengking. Best jugak. Hehe.Padan muka!

So sorry, no pics! Muka ngn mata bengkak and with smeared mascara no way to show you guys! 

p/s: Mr. S, Miss D.R said so sorry!