this is MY spot!

Mood: I think I have issue. I don't really know what but I can guess later.
Current weight: 64 kgs. But last night my hubby told me I look fit as if I'm kurus. Muahaha 

What's up??

Working half day on Monday. It's Deepavali tomorrow and it's going to be a public holiday. And another public holiday on Thursday for Maal Hijrah. Feel like so lazy to work la. Seriously.

My colleagues took leaves for the whole week. As for me, I have all the spaces for myself. My annual leave is already finish. (= , =)

Happy Deepavali to all my Indian and Hindu friends

and 

Salam Maal Hijrah to all my Muslim friends!

pantsy pants emma stone..

Mood: Malaysia lost 2-0 to Thailand in a friendly match last night. So you want to ask me what I am today? Bugger off!
Current weight: 64 kgs

What's up??

Pants. Again. I don't know, but I'm totally into pants this week. Does it means because I can't wear pants to work? Uh-huh. Maybe only on Fridays. So everyday is pant's day, I would be delighted! One more thing, I just realized I only have 4 pairs of pants. 2 jeans, one checkered pant and one black khakis. Lame, and cheap, isn't it?

Well, I keep googling and Emma Stone is an actress I like other that singer Taylor Swift. I wish I have so many pants that I can monthly cycle them. Wait, it means that I need 30(1) pants! Whoaaaa!

I like the jeans and sloppy t with no reason. But I like the white tote bag ;p

Of course it's because the red stilettos!

This is coz of the boots and the coat. Hail to brown!

How can I not love the ankle boots and her hair swish swash like that?

Black is never a mistake

Oooh..Black trench coat ;p

Dyed jeans, lacy jacket and  nude pumps? Like!

I love checkered shirt and of course the boots! 

Another love for no reason., and  that dark purple pumps!

Sloppy yet likable.

Stripe cardigan, brown muffler  black bag. Simple.

LFNR (Love for no reason)

One should love sleeveless top!

Black pant with sexy sultry , low cleavage, wow.

Love the asymmetrical jacket and flowery  pump (???)

Finally, stripe pant and leather jacket! I need to one of these

Disclaimer: All images are googled as usual!

taylor swift in pants...loike!

Mood: Okay, I'm not that happy but I guess I'm struggling being happy today.
Weight: 64 kgs

What's up?

Taylor Swift is such an eye candy. I love her casual looks and wish I could copy it and dress like that everyday after work. I'm sure loads of girls out there have the same opinion as mine. The most lovable and sexy about her is her sultry and sexy red lips! I love that.

Red beanie and boots? I want!

Another beanie? Same boots? Sure.

Love the polka-dots pants and a brown cardigan. What's up with attached balls on it?

Same polka-dot pants? Never gets old.

Trench coat,  wish that  Msia has that kind of weather so I can wear one ;p

Trench coat with boots, flats, etc, a cool mix and match

So many colors in one attire and I could not find any prob with that.

Another yellow ballerina flat or is it the same pair? Don't care coz it's cute!

Knee-patterned  pant, is so cool

And here's another cool knee-patterned pant. Still cool.

Disclaimer: All images are googled. Peace!

10 things women say and what they really mean...

 Decoding the things women say. I dont really understand my self some times. I get very amused if I read any article about women and their meaning behind every words they said. Can be true, super true, and hell NO! But most of the time, like 80%, they just got them right about women. Sometime I hate it as much as I like it. Like this article I got it from MSN.

 1. What women say: ‘I’m not upset’ 

When a woman says that she is fine, she often is far from OK. What she really means is: “the issue we were just talking about is still upsetting me, but I’m too embarrassed or too angry to continue with our ‘discussion’ (AKA argument)”. When she says she is fine, tell her that: ‘I know you too well and I know you are not fine. I want to help you and sort this situation out, but I can’t until you let me know what is wrong.”

p/s: So very TRUE! 

2. What women say: ‘It’s up to you’ 

Careful; you’re in dangerous territory if your girl says that ‘it’s up to you’. This is a test and your decision is going to be judged. The chances are if she says it’s up to you, you have two choices; the first will be the choice that you want to do, like going to a bar with friends and watching the game. The second choice will be something that shows you are a committed, caring boyfriend, but won’t be something you particularly want to do. To make a decision you need to weigh up the consequences of doing what you want against the pleasure you will get.

p/s: 50% of this is a yes, it is true. But if I say it’s up to you to my husband, most of the time, “it has to be up to me, not you!” 

3. What women say: ‘It didn’t mean anything’ 

If the love of your life cheats on you and says it didn’t mean anything then she’s lying. She’s realized her mistake and knows that you’re the one that she now wants, but for women sex rarely, if ever, means nothing. She may have slept with that guy because she had feelings for him, or she may have slept with that guy because she’s miserable with you, but either way there was a reason and it is a big deal.

p/s: Because it means everything! 

4. What women say: ‘I’ll just pop in’ 

 If you hear the words ‘I’ll just pop in’ cancel all your plans now because for the rest of Saturday afternoon you’re going to be stood outside the shop that your girl’s just gone into. Even if her intentions were pure, once inside she will get distracted and, because she knows you’ll be too uncomfortable and embarrassed to ask the shop assistants if they’ve seen you or wander into the fitting room, she knows that she’s safe and can spend up to an hour and a half buying the same skirt / shirt that she owns already.

p/s: 100% true! 

5. What women say: ‘Of course you’re not fat’ 

If you ask your girl whether you’ve put on weight or if you are looking a little old, you cannot trust her answer. Although your girl wants you to look good, for women body issues are such a sensitive topic that they would never tell you that you were fat and piling on the pounds or that you were going grey. If you need an honest opinion on your looks, ask a guy friend.

p/s: I have a lot of weight issues, but if my husband ask me, I never feel upset or lie to him. He’ll get my honest answer. 

6. What women say: ‘You don’t care’

No matter how many times you hear this it still hurts. Of course you care. However, she knows that you love her; when she says ‘You don’t care’ what she actually means is that she feels like you haven’t shown you care about her in a while. Next time she says this shower your girl in love, kisses and hugs and she’ll feel reassured.

p/s: I wish every men know this. 

7. What women say: ‘Am I fat?’ 

When she asks whether she is fat or not a simple no answer will not suffice because your girl isn’t actually asking whether you think she’s fat or not. What your girl is in fact asking is whether you think she’s attractive or not. The next time your girl asks you this question tell her – without any hesitation – that of course she’s not fat and that you find her so hot you sometimes can’t think about anything else but her.

p/s: Please tell me I’m fat, hubby! (And he said he will give something special if I can lose some weights. Now that’s business!) 

8. What women say: ‘We’ll see...’ 

If the words ‘We’ll see’ are spoken to you at the end of a conversation then you should know that what your partner really means is that she doesn’t want to continue this conversation, but that the answer is a definite no. When your girl says this to you she’s secretly hoping that she’ll delay you enough so that you’ll forget about whatever it was that you wanted in the first place.

p/s: Yes, true. 

9. What women say: ‘I don’t feel like having sex with you right now’ 

Now, this phrase is a lot different from its close relation: ‘I don’t feel like sex right now’. If your girl says that she doesn’t want sex right now but puts the emphasis on the ‘with you’ part, then you know that what she actually means is that she is unhappy and that you’ve done something wrong. Unlike you, if your girl is angry or upset with you she won’t want to jump into bed and will keep you away until you’ve made it up to her.

p/s: I’m not sure about this one. Muslim teaching is not defy your husband and I remain to believe in that teaching because my husband is doing nothing wrong to make me that upset. 

10. What women say: ‘Did you hear that?’ 

You’re just slipping into a great dream when your girl turns over in bed and whispers in your ear ‘Did you hear that?’ With all your might you try not to wake up, but you quickly plunge back into reality. So, why does your girl ask this just as you are nodding off? She’s bored and fed up that you always manage to sink soundly into sleep before she does.

p/s: Ha ha ha ha! So true! 

dream bed(room)!

Mood: Can't focus, distracted, angry and HUNGRY

Current Weight: 64.5 kgs

What's up:

Bored. Hungry. Angry.

Dig something from old folder and found this folder named 'white bedroom'. It supposed to be my bedroom inspiration since I dont have one and dad was renovating the house to give me one. Right now, I can assure you that my current bedroom has nothing similar to my dream bedroom. Maybe similar by 30%? I don't know. But I get my bedroom white, dark furniture and no deco at all. So, I will make sure my own bedroom in my own house will at least 80% similar to what I've planned.

Em, poyo kan?

Disclaimer: Pictures are googled!

next hunt for shoes!

Mood: I was late coming to work. Again. This time is super late!
Sucks. Current weight: Back to 64.5 kgs

What's up?:

Nothing new but I have just gained weight. WHY? How the H*** do I know? Maybe because meet weeks we had since it was Eid Adha this week.

We took pictures and I was so FAT! I'm like the fattest of the clan! Trust me, because I'll dig some photos recently and will show it to you.

So it's Friday today. I know I kind of woke up late but I never know that I would came an hour late to work! I'm such a thick skin.When it's late, you'll know how well it can be. I get lazy and doze in every few half an hour. So what did I do? Yes, I write post for the blog. Makan gaji buta kind of way.

So, I think I want to hunt sandals next! I'm eyeing the Gossip Girls Blake Lively and Leigh Meester (I think that's her name), and wallah! I know their outfits are so gorgeous but look at the strap heels!!

This one is a must. I wonder if I can find one like this. Circles rule!

Gold Midas strap heels,  I wish I have those sexy long legs!

Red suit, checked! Tie-knot strappy heels? Drools!

G.O.R.G.E.O.U.S!  I prefer this one if I want to wear it to work.

I never have any green shoes. But if I want to buy one, it will be like this one. Simple.

So does yellow. Never have one.  But the heels are skinny. Challenge!

This style is appropriately should every girl has a pair. Nice, simple and comfy. Match the  clothes well.

Pas ni komfem I'll hunt one. My current strap heels are not wearable already. Hubby, help!

Disclaimer: All photos are from Daily Mail and googled.

dreaming, nightmare or was it just a sign?

Mood: I was late coming to work. Sucks.
Current weight: 63.5 kgs

What's up?

CUTEST! (and this googled)

I dreamt about holding this little girl in my arms. I know I posted something about preparing to have a baby, but I dont think it would be this soon to have one. Maybe a year from now.

BUT,

The cute factor this little girl has really torments me. Plus, the toddler in my dream has a gorgeous curly hair! Bazinga! And as far as I remember, she does looks like Harper Seven Beckham. Maybe it's a little exagerate but Harper is one cute toddler with a bow tie ribbon on her hair.

Ahh, I would never tell my hsuband about this. It's quite big news and I'm not ready yet.

Fingers crossed.

i dont think i'm THAT ready!

Mood: Feeling like having a baby?
Current weight: 64 kgs

What's up?

Found this this from DailyMail UK again. At first I though it would be helpful instead, they are very hillariuos! At some points, I found it very amusing to portray expecting a child could be this messy. No, I don't mean the whole idea of having a child is messy but the way they came with the "How To Do" list is quite handy, in a funny and sarcastic ways.



This is up



Test 1: Preparation

Women: To prepare for pregnancy

1. Put on a dressing gown and stick a beanbag down the front.

2. Leave it there.

3. After 9 months remove 5% of the beans.

Men: To prepare for children

1. Go to a local chemist, tip the contents of your wallet onto the counter and tell the pharmacist to help himself

2. Go to the supermarket. Arrange to have your salary paid directly to their head office.

3. Go home. Pick up the newspaper and read it for the last time.

Test 2: Knowledge

Find a couple who are already parents and berate them about their methods of discipline, lack of patience, appallingly low tolerance levels and how they have allowed their children to run wild. Suggest ways in which they might improve their child's sleeping habits, toilet training, table manners and overall behaviour. Enjoy it. It will be the last time in your life that you will have all the answers.

Test 3: Nights

To discover how the nights will feel:

You can kiss goodbye to precious beauty sleep as soon as you have a child

1. Walk around the living room from 5pm to 10pm carrying a wet bag weighing approximately 4 - 6kg, with a radio turned to static (or some other obnoxious sound) playing loudly.

2. At 10pm, put the bag down, set the alarm for midnight and go to sleep.

3. Get up at 11pm and walk the bag around the living room until 1am.

4. Set the alarm for 3am.

5. As you can't get back to sleep, get up at 2am and make a cup of tea.

6. Go to bed at 2.45am.

7. Get up again at 3am when the alarm goes off.

8. Sing songs in the dark until 4am.

9. Put the alarm on for 5am. Get up when it goes off.

10. Make breakfast. Keep this up for 5 years. LOOK CHEERFUL.

Test 4: Dressing Small Children

1. Buy a live octopus and a string bag.

2. Attempt to put the octopus into the string bag so that no arms hangout. Time Allowed: 5 minutes.

Test 5: Cars

1. Forget the BMW. Buy a practical 5-door wagon.

2. Buy a chocolate ice cream cone and put it in the glove compartment. Leave it there.

3. Get a coin. Insert it into the CD player.

4. Take a box of chocolate biscuits; mash them into the back seat.

5. Run a garden rake along both sides of the car.

Test 6: Going for a walk

The hilarious blog post details a new parent test for broody mothers

a. Wait.

b. Go out the front door.

c. Come back in again.

d. Go out.

e. Come back in again.

f. Go out again.

g. Walk down the front path.

h. Walk back up it.

i. Walk down it again.

j. Walk very slowly down the road for five minutes.

k. Stop, inspect minutely and ask at least 6 questions about every piece of used chewing gum, dirty tissue and dead insect along the way.

l. Retrace your steps.

m. Scream that you have had as much as you can stand until the neighbours come out and stare at you.

n. Give up and go back into the house. You are now just about ready to try taking a small child for a walk.

Test 7: Conversations with children

Repeat everything you say at least 5 times.

Test 8: Grocery Shopping
1. Go to the local supermarket. Take with you the nearest thing you can find to a pre-school child - a fully grown goat is excellent. If you intend to have more than one child, take more than one goat.
2. Buy your weekly groceries without letting the goat(s) out of your sight.
3. Pay for everything the goat eats or destroys. Until you can easily accomplish this, do not even contemplate having children.

Test 9: Feeding a 1 year-old
1. Hollow out a melon
2. Make a small hole in the side
3. Suspend the melon from the ceiling and swing it side to side
4. Now get a bowl of soggy cornflakes and attempt to spoon them into the swaying melon while pretending to be an aeroplane.
5. Continue until half the cornflakes are gone.
6. Tip the rest into your lap, making sure that a lot of it falls on the floor.

Test 10:TV

1. Learn the names of every character from the Wiggles, Barney, Teletubbies and Disney.

2. Watch nothing else on television for at least 5 years.

Test 11: Mess

Can you stand the mess children make? To find out: Are you up to the challenge of parenthood asks this hilarious blog post

1. Smear peanut butter onto the sofa and jam onto the curtains

2. Hide a fish behind the stereo and leave it there all summer.

3. Stick your fingers in the flowerbeds and then rub them on clean walls. Cover the stains with crayon. How does that look?

4. Empty every drawer/cupboard/storage box in your house onto the floor and proceed with step 5.
5. Drag randomly items from one room to another room and leave them there.

Test 12: Long Trips with Toddlers

1. Make a recording of someone shouting 'Mummy' repeatedly. Important Notes: No more than a 4 second delay between each Mummy. Include occasional crescendo to the level of a supersonic jet.

2. Play this tape in your car, everywhere you go for the next 4 years. You are now ready to take a long trip with a toddler.

Test 13:Conversations

1. Start talking to an adult of your choice.

2. Have someone else continually tug on your shirt hem or shirt sleeve while playing the Mummy tape listed above. You are now ready to have a conversation with an adult while there is a child in the room.

Test 14: Getting ready for work

1. Pick a day on which you have an important meeting.

2. Put on your finest work attire.

3. Take a cup of cream and put 1 cup of lemon juice in it

4. Stir
5. Dump half of it on your nice silk shirt

6. Saturate a towel with the other half of the mixture

7. Attempt to clean your shirt with the same saturated towel

8. Do not change (you have no time).

9. Go directly to work

You are now ready to have children. ENJOY!!

**No, it sounds no fun at all, YET!

being makeup free, fashion-free on fridays

Mood: It's Friday and of course I am way too happy.
Current weight: 64 kgs

What's up?:

Thought that a Friday would be like this for me (see pictures and yes they are not mine). Went googling around at DailyMail UK and collected a few styles that I would like to wear on my Fridays. Just realize one thing though, they are all teens! And I was like, why am I stalking them? Jealous much?

Maybe I just get older and married, makes my life quite miserable. I am annoying with my lame styles and damn I admit that I am quite quirky with my current style. Maybe because I feel fatter all the time???

I compiled everything and feels like this would the best sloppy style that I want to wear. Cool kan?

Skinny jeans and printed jacket? Loike!

I just love the whole thing she wears. Love the white tote maybe

Totally love her bowtie long sleeve shirt, the balerina shoes and largebrown tote

I so want to wear printed beanie!

The colour contrass is perfect, plus the sultry red lips!

Maybe I just adore the grocery bag, and her black boots

Never thought that polkadot pants would be this gorgeous!

Look at that studs boots. Who doesnt want to wear one?