in the breeze!

Mood: Stoned?
Current weight: 58 kgs

I was sitting alone at my desk and stoned (???). I tried to write something over works but hesitated for quite sometime until it was an hour passed. My mind blanked and I can't figured anything to do at the moment. I looked at the window and saw a few stars in the sky, barely shine in dim moonlight.

Okay. I sighed.

I re-winded everything that happened in my life and I felt like I missed something. It's heart-gripping and torturing my mind but never my heart.

There's no day goes by I forget about you

My heart never been wavered by anything. I just thought maybe I'd lost track of my life but heck I don't think so. Maybe I just need some more time. Just hang on a little and I'll make it through.

Relax Darlyn, you CAN make it through.

p/s: Maybe I just miss my Mr. S. Cepat2 la saya sembuh dari demam. Ia sgt menyeksakan jiwa dan raga saya..!

in which i'm not okay but not act like one!

Mood: Over sensitive, feel like crying all the time!
Current weight: 58 kgs. Semalam baru weigh. Ok gak demam ni kan?

Because I'm a bit dizzy today and don't really feel that fine, I'm overly sensitive and nearly cry (maybe I did cried) over a childish prank! Okay2, just let not fret over things like that. I went to see the doctor yesterday and my fever is not that bad. Only to get a lot of rest; which means TIDO jela kan. And yes, I think I sleep a lot and I already have eye bags now. Last few days were great weekend for me. On Friday till Saturday nights ada program Putra Idol which was really fun. Thanks to Kak Ima. We had great time together and the contestants were very talented. We enjoyed the show so much! Demam2 pun, I still went there because dah promised ngn Kak Ima, and I also need some air. Feel suffocated in my own world, need to get out!

With Taufik. A dear friend, mentor, adviser and a dear brother =)

With Kak Ima.
A dear friend, mentor and a really dear sister to me here =)

Then on Sunday, we have Program PERIKSA for UPMKB Semester 1 students before they sit for their semester final exam.  The program was great and quite a hype. Even though only half of 350 students attended the program. It's quite disappointing for us the facilitators to share a lot of things with them whilst not everyone even take part with the program. Macam dah bijak sgt la kan tak nak involve with such a great program provided by the campus? But no worries. There were 180 other students  gave 200% commitment towards the program which we were so grateful for them for coming. Taufik and I discussed a lot of things to share with this BSBI students on the day of the program (mcm la byk sgt discuss). But no one even appears. Very disappointing!

As far as I could remember, time I undergrad dulu, we are so not rebellious macam this BSBI batch. Weird to see how far the gap between a few years generations resulting something like this. Bukan gap 100 tahun pun. Tapi tak pe la. Maybe at that time, we are so not good and tak gempak cam diorang sekarang ni, kan? So, we just wait and see je la.

in which i'm letting go my comel!

Mood: Demam panas. Sore throat. Dizzy.
Weight: 58.5 kgs. just in a few days I lost 1.5 kgs already. Kena demam selalu ni..

Tadahhhh! This is my Comel, my scooter baby! it's black but I love her so much! Apparently I'm going home for good next month so I think have to let go Comel to a new owner. I'm opening it to any UPM Kampus Bintulu students or staffs. Or maybe any Bintulu residents.

I baru service semua and her conedition is really good. I use her for almost 3 years and only need a few service to maintain her condition.

See, she's cute and chubby! Haha

From front view. She's still that cute okay!

Comel's Details and Background:

Brand: Suzuki

Model name: AN125

Year: 1999 (10 years old and still standing strong!)

No. Pendaftaran:  QTB 7061

Let go for/ Sale for: MYR1800.00 (still can negotiate)

So, if you're interested, just let me know. Email me at darlyn225(at)gmail(dot)com or contact me at this no. +6017-9660989. Kalo girls, bole jumpa I yourself at J113 Kolej Sri Rajang.

Nak test drive or anything, just contact ok!

p/s: Tag to anyone interested. This is really urgent!