we won!!!

These are the Tigers!!! Roar!!!!

The sadness look on their faces.... Sorry la...

Football final in 26th SEA Games, MALAYSIA pertahankan gold medal!!!

*got the pictures from google

breaking news....

oh yeah....

You hear me right folks! Breaking Dawn is around the corner! Can't wait!

the Turtles won!

Dear hubby,

Sorry since the Red Giants lost 0-2 to Terengganu.

It's true Terengganu has no pseudoname like Selangor, but I'm proud to be orang Terengganu!

p/s: At least you have me dear! (>_<)

siapa pendatang part 1

I hate people who say Melayu adalah pendatang. Memang tak belajar sejarah betul lah. Aku tak benci Cina and India, tapi aku rasa pihak pembangkang DAP ada satu mindset untuk brainwash other Chinese and Indians to hate Malays. Of course they say diorang tak de hal dengan Melayu and what not, tapi hakikatnya, they just hate Malays sebab bagi mereka, Melayu ni sombong dengan Ketuanan Melayu. BS!

Just because diorang memang pendatang, mereka nak samakan Melayu as pendatang too. Aku bukan la pandai sangat Sejarah, tapi aku study and aku dapat A Sejarah SPM aku and di U pun aku dapat A for what we called today as TITAS (bukan nak riak). Kalau korang nak cakap Sejarah kat sekolah and U pun tipu, putar belit jugak, then aku harap semua maklum la aku baca banyak buku Sejarah kat LIBRARY and JOURNAL ok. Kalau setakat surf kat internet and google untuk dapatkan maklumat (lebih2 lagi Wikipedia), baik tak payah. Coz semua pun boleh tipu and hack saja. Semua dapat jadi Prof Googl camtu.

So, moral of the story, aku bengang dengan pihak yang nak memporak-perandakan Malays and other races and shows them the current government ni (just because dorang UMNO and BN) are corrupt gile2 and racist. Well, hello… korang tuduh2 Melayu ni racist bagai, korang tak racist ke? Don’t just simply point fingers to Melayu. Melayu is not corrupt ok. UMNO pun tak. But the people in the body that corrupt. But to think of it again, which country free from corrupt? You still want to suggest Singapore ke? BS.

Aku hangin bile puak2 muda belia yang ada otak letak dekat lutut bercakap Malaysia ni tak merdeka sepenuhnya because the ruling government now is still UMNO and BN, and because merdeka just milik UMNO (Kepala hotak betul la). So they said they need change. What? Please don’t be that stupid la friends. We achieved independency today not only because UMNO, it’s a collation between MIC and MCA la. Bila British nak buat Malayan Union takder lak puak pendatang nak tentang. Senyap menikus plak adalah. Tau sebab apa? Sebab depa tak bole balik negeri masing2 dah. Negara mereka tak terima dah yang migrate ke negara lain. Tu depa ada hati nak buat Tanah Melayu jadi negara depa. Sekarang bila Melayu nak jaga satu2nya keistimewaan Melayu, depa nak tentang plak. Depa nak semua jadi Malaysian. Kalau nak jadi Malaysian, nape nak duk sekolah vernacular? Masukla sekolah wawasan or kebangsaan. Kalau yang tu depa nak kekalkan. Ye la sebab ada keistimewaan depa yang nak kekalkan berzaman2 dari nenek moyang depa. Tapi hak Melayu? Tak bole, sebab ape? Sebab tak relevan, Melayu malas, Melayu corrupt, Melayu racist, macam2 la Melayu ni. Depa tu apa? Holly la?

Kita jangan nak tiru other country la. Malaysia ni satu dalam sejuta. Special. Demokrasi kat Malaysia ni different. Bukan macam US or New Zealand yang free country. The specialty of Malaysia arise due to our race diversity. Bukan kita racist tapi kita bertolak ansur. Ok la Tanah Melayu bagi kerakyatan jus soli dulu kat depa. Kalau tak, depa nak duk mana? Balik negeri depa? Pergi la balik. Tapi kenapa dorang tak balik?

Patut la orang tua2 cakap jangan bagi muka kat pendatang. Lawan tokey. Ini MALAYsia. Just accept je la. Aku bukan tuan ko. Tapi Kedaulatan Melayu tu ko kena ambik jadikan sandaran. Supaya ko tak bongkak.

p/s: This is my opinion. Kalau tak suka, kindly leave my page.

it's the day!

Takutnya..

Takutnya..

Takutnya...

Malam ni second match of Terengganu vs Kelantan di KB.

Terengganu will go separuh akhir ke...???

Takutnya...

suku akhir Piala Malaysia..

Terengganu, T-Team and Selangor telah bangkit!

Maybe tertanya2 why is there a need for me to announce for Selangor too.

Well, my other half is The Red Giants supporter. Period. >_<

when sorrow arrives...

Yes, I'm sad.

When I was thinking that I'm actually feel happy with what I am now, Allah has the power to take and grab it back just like that.

I call it sorrow and grieves but that's a challenge from The Almighty - Allah swt.

I am Your humble servant, will accept it with an open heart and pray that I'm strong to face all the obstacle.

From You I came from and to You I will return.

Lailahaillallah.

*I googled the picture

semua tutup aurat, komfem masuk syurga ke???

Aku just sampaikan aje.. Sharing is caring kan.. Selain untuk muhasabah diri aku ni.. Sebab aku pun bukannlah muslima yang semurna...kuikuikui...

i feel like moving like jagger!

Enjoy! ;p

just ban Nasi Lemak 2.0, ok???

I don't want to elaborate this matter longer. But I assume everyone already know about this already. I juat keep silent and teling myself that the cause is just me. However it turned out so many Malaysians (Malay mostly of course) are banning Nasi Lemak 2.0 directed by the-so-called-cheap-rapper, Namewee.

Just one thing to let you know, I don't hate Chinese, but I hate Namewee. He's not Malaysian enough. I don't care if you people want to tell me that I'm acting like an a$# or whatever but Namewee is too much.

Does a true Malaysian use vulgar words to show that he is Malaysian? Is that how we want our children of the future behave?

Well, you su%^&, Namewee!

baby steps to win women's hearts!



Cantik kan...?



Morning folks!

Read about a news today and kind of excited for other woman in other part of the country. Although it's just voting, but it surely gives so much hope to them. I do feel blessed living in Malaysia where women are given so much opportunities to stand equelly with men. I read this on Yahoo.News, and as usual, don't read the comments. Sgt menyakitkan hati.

Read here.

*photo's are googled. TQ Google!

happy 6th annniversary!

We've been together about 6 years already! Yeay~~!

Yeap, it's been 6 years folks!

Today is the day we started dating, to promise to each other as lovers and to be more than friends. I still  remember him 6 years ago when he still has hairs (now look at his baldy head!), sweet and loving (until now), and everyhing he was then is still the same until now. Only more demanding (since we're married now), nak itu la, ini la..nak manja2 ker..? Yeah you can say it that way. But I do love him to bits. I love you Mr. S!

The image is googled HERE

what ever-ish!

Mood: I think I need some juice in my life now
Weight?: I don't think I'm 59 kgs anymore.

Do you notice anything at my prvious posts? No? Yes? Okay2..Actually I have not include many pictures in any of my posts since I don't have a amera with me now. My youngest sister begged me to borrow mine and I have surrendered. So now no more post with picures anymore. Same goes with my handphone. I can't upload all photoes from the hp to my laptop because my laptop is unfortunatey don't have a built-in bluetooth connector (due to a robbery in May, I only have my old laptop now). So for time being, I might not be able to upload any photo nak show off. (Show off ke selama ni??).

Pang! sedas....

hari raya shoot..

Mood: Penat la weh..
Weight: More or less, it's still 59 kgs, I hope!

I know it's a big late for showing hari raya picture, and lame too. But it's not too late, nah? So this year I celebrated Eid with my hubby, and we enjoyed each day together feeling blessed. Thank you Allah. And also my family pic without the in-laws.Hahaha. Enjoy the pics folks!

Alah.. Dua je pun... Hehehe.


Tak suke la hubby buat pose poyo nih.....hhuhu



The Rodzi's..
(from left: Ateh, me, Alim, Angah and Adeq)

Selamat Hari Raya!

true colors...

People say every newly born child they are like white pieces of cloth. You have to give them colors and blend the colors to create a beautiful result of artwork.

But what happens when you decide to make a change and turn your country's flag with new colors and design just because you hate the current design just because you think it totally looks like other politician party's flag? Does that make a sense to you?

I say NO. Yes, a BIG NO.

When it comes to politic, it's never a clean matter. It will start with a joke and ends up with loads of disgusting interpretations, regardless of what party you are/support. MP Manoharan may thinks that he has great plan for Malaysia's future. But I say he has other miss-leading ideas towards the nation. Frankly speaking, who is Mr. Manoharan? Before, I don't know who he is until I read it on a few online news that this-so-called MP was disgusted with Malaysia's flag (you may 'google' about this and will find it hot on the net). He intended to change it if their-so-called coalition wins in next GE. So when he said that, does that mean he wants to change to constitution too? I personally think that he should think what he want to say before he voices out his opinions or ideas. He just brings disgrace to his party and yes, to all other Malaysians.

The current government may have loads of flaws, but it's still minimal compared to the damages that were done by the PR coalition in few states they have conquered. However, I must say that the current government has now realizes their mistakes, stained by their own members and MPs. I didn't say all of them give shames to BN (and UMNO as well), but who else to blame when people starts to switch sides. Even worse, to 'like' what-ever-nonsense-statement by e.g. MP Manoharan and MP Mohamad Sabu.

I can't deny all these statements are results from what we call today as a cheap publicity. Why? Because they attract attentions of others very fast, which in less than 24 hours, they will gain 50k likes on their Facebook Fanpage, from an unknown to a well-known populist. Funny? Well, that's a reality. And within 1 hour, it will be a headline to all online news, with every reasons, speculations and motives. It will likely read by thousands of youngsters who are the biggest population on the net. So to speak, youngsters in the new era are of course open-minded, outspoken, and brave. But let no forget a few facts, they are also naïve, immature, emotional, and easily influenced (I may speak about myself by saying this!). Remember that I shared with you about white piece of cloth earlier? What I'm trying to say is that, a simple statement like what he did gave such a big impact to the youngsters too, as he was to say, "We can change anything we don't like even if it's super nonsense because we have our-so-called-rights". If you have lots of time enough, make you little research and please open any political pages through you Facebook's account and you will realize how many of them are 17-25 years old young adults. Some are very nice but some are very very very rude, with this and that kind of swearing, bad words and such.

So maybe this is a new era of a new Malaysian's flag will lead to?

Well, I just want to wish him luck, because I know, just because there a few 'likes' on his statement at his Facebook page, doesn't mean Malaysians and youngsters as well will be easily influenced with this.

i sue you, come and sue me too!

Saman.

Semua orang sekarang ni suka menyaman. Siap sikit saman, silap banyak, lagilah banyak orang nak saman. Dulu ingat artis saja yanag suka saman2 ni, maklumla mereka semua adalah 'public figure' yang kena jaga periuk nasi masing2. Yalah, kalau tidak, tiada sesiapa nak offer job pula nanti.

Tapi lain halnya dengan politician di Malaysia. Semua orang dah saman-menyaman ni. Tapi peliknya, adakah tindakan polis diambil? Aku tngok juga kalau2 Mat Sabu, Utusan, Ambiga dan sewaktu dengannya diambil tindakan oleh Kementerian Dalam Negeri (KDN) ataupun disoal siasat oleh polis. Sebelum dan selepas BERSIH 2.0 rally, banyak juga laporan polis dibuat mencecah ribu2. Tapi tiada tindakan susulan juga. So, sebenarnya apa tujuan kita menyaman orang ni? Adakah hanya nak kejar glamour atau pun nak menunjukkan betapa kita ini adalah superior?

Adakah kita semua kena tunggu kes yang lebih berat seperti kes JAIS melakukan pemeriksaan untuk memastikan adakah Church center itu sedang menjalankan proses meraikan mereka yang telah selamat dimurtadkan? Itu belum pasti sebab mereka mendakwa hanya mendapat bantuan sara hidup. Masih belum tahu bilakah laporan tersebut akan siap. Macam takkan siap sahaja sebab ada banyak pihak seperti melengah2kan untuk menerangkan kepada umum.

Terkini, Mat Sabu pun menyaman Utusan, manakala ada ratusan lagi laporan polis dibuat terhadap Mat Sabu. Tak takut pulak dia dengan laporan polis. Pelik, sungguh pelik. Setaip hari dan setiap kali membaca Malaysiakini atau The Malaysian Insider, perasaan aku seperti membuak2 hendak marah sebab ayat mereka tulis memang berunsur provokasi terhadap kerajaan, atau lebih tepat, 'nyenyeh' kepada kerajaan. Tapi hairan, mereka masih lagi menuntut kebebasan media walaupun kini mereka senang sahaja menyebar fitnah dan membuat laporan yang salah. Memang benar, hak sesiapa sahaja untuk membaca, berfikir dan membuat penilaian. Cuma, penilaian saya tidak akan berpihak kepada mereka.

Ada sesiapa nak saman I?

terasa...

Terasa. Aku tahu ia mungkin kecil bagi orang yang mendengarnya, tapi ia adalah besar apabila pejuang kemerdekaan yang kita agungkan telah diperlekeh oleh orang kita sendiri.

Banyak perkara yang telah berlaku di Malaysia and banyak betul isu-isu sensitif dimainkan/dipaparkan di dada2 akhbar, regardless of which sides. Terbaru, isu pasal MP Mat Sabu yang begitu mengagung2kan Mat Indera iaitu pejuang kemerdekaan bersayap kiri. Aku tak tahu sama ada kita semua telah ditipu atau Mat Sabu sebenarnya buta sejarah Tanah Melayu/Malaysia. Telah banyak laman web pro dan juga anti kerajaan berdebat, tak kira sama ada bersetuju atau dengan lantang melabelkan Mat Sabu sebagai seorang tali barut Komunis. Cari sahaja mengenai beliau di carian laman web, dan bacalah apa sahaja yang ditulis mereka. Namun, adalah lebih baik anda membaca dari kedua2 pihak sebelum membuat keputusan untuk melabel sesiapa komunis, penipu atau pemutar belit sejarah. UMNO dan PAS sebenarnya memainkan peranan yang penting dalam menyatukan undi atau memecah undi kaum Melayu. PKR saya pasti telah lama ditolak oleh kebanyakan orang Melayu kerana tidak mahu setia kepada pemimpin yang mempunyai masalah moral. Walaupun masih belum pasti tentang kebenarannya, semua orang bagaikan sudah pasti akan hakikat yang akan terbongkar lambat laun. DAP pula semestinya sampai bila2 tidaka akan mendapat sokongan aku. Aku tak pasti tentang orang lain.

Sejarah tidak mungkin berubah dan boleh diubah, tetapi kita boleh mencipta sejarah.

aidilfitri greeting...

Maaf Zahir dan Batin 

(*___*)

our shopping raya story...

Mood: A mix-up feeling, tired, sleepy
Weight: 59 kgs, still.

Yesterday I called my sister, Ateh, since she smsed me to call her a few days back. I haven’t get the time until yesterday. I asked her what it was all about until she finally told me that she want to buy an MP3. So I said just go ahead and buy one for herself la (I know she loves listening to music unlike me). So I said ok la, I’ll buy one for her, but with a condition no baju raya from me, instead of replacing it with the MP3. hahaha. Just FYI, Mr. S and I went to Klang pasar malam for shopping baju raya and all but got zero because he said I as too choosy and cerewet. So, ok, fine. I don’t need you to buy me a baju raya la (ayat mengada2).

So last night, right after iftar and after the conversation with Ateh, we went out for second last shopping. We found Mr. S raya DR. CARDIN sandal then went straight hunting for the MP3. So, we found this Sony outlet, I thought of the price 100 times (well, in less the 10 minutes to think 100 times? Go figure!) then Mr. S was likely urging me to just buy and don’t think lama2.. Ok, I bought the cheapest MP3 I can get. Hahaha. Manala I ada duit banyak kan? Instead of one, I bought 2 because Adeq also want one. Ok la, ok la. So we got blue for Adeq and red for Ateh. I’m thinking of pink but since it is 4gb, so, bye2.

The pinky is cute!

Red for Ateh....

And blue for Adeq

Then straight to pasar malam. At first stop at one booth, I really dah berkenan with this jubah-like dress. Memang cantik sangat with all the beads and everything blingy, tapi senteng plak. Oh yes, we need to find a dress that will at least has the same color with Mr. S baju Melayu. I was actually damn tired and feel sleepy tapi menggagahkan juga myself to walk and hunting for the dress. Last2, after near to an hour, barula jumpa. I don’t hesitate much, just grab, go to the fitting room, rasa cam okay, then set, “Abang, this one will do. Buy this one!”. Cam nak announce satu pasar malam dah jumpa baju. Huhuhu. Pastu tudung, I just grab this phasmina scarf, black and yes, ada beads yang bling2 jugak. Hehehe..RM 10 je pun. I was so mengantuk, but kesian Mr S, I said lets buy a jeans for him la, Levi’s golok his fav. LOL. Since we were robbed 2 months ago, he and I has no jeans at all. Yang ada was the one he was wearing and my ori Levi’s jeans pun kena robbed jugak. The whole luggage kna kebas. REDHA. (will not story-mori since it was so sad and hurt to tell).

Then, terus cabut. He drove the car and I was like fully asleep beside him. Hahaha. Pastu sampai kedai tomyam dia kejut, I was mamai2, bangun and pegi makan the food we ordered. Hahaha..Sampai rumah, terus masuk tido, fully drained dah energy. The things we bought campak je kat bilik. My eyes was half close already…

Sekian. That was the story.

i'm still here!

Mood: Okay
Weight: 59 kgs

Salam and hi guys! It’s been a while. And I’m not disappearing from the world. Let’s just say I’m having a hard time of being me. Yeah, I know. It doesn’t really matter when it happened because I did it to myself.

Now we change the topic okay? I’ve been wondering it has been 25 days of fasting in Ramadhan, and let me tell you I’ve been through a one hell of experience this time. Go figure because I won’t tell it here. It’s just personal. But this Ramadhan, I have to admit that also I feel blessed to fasting together with my beloved hubby, Mr.S. You heard that right. It’s a long story but I’ll spill the beans when the right time comes, okay.

I write this post because someone told me to do a spring cleaning at my site so I thought that is a really good call. Bila dah jenguk baru rase macam, “Ya Allah…banyaknye habuk!” Then here I am to clean up the mess. Belum lagi masuk my book review blog. Lagi messy!

Till then.

we tied the knot...finally!

Mood: Less nervous
Current weight: 61 kgs

What's so nervous?:

I am married today. Thank Allah! After so many years we're engaged and today the holy matrimony happens.

I wan to thank my mom (obviously!) and my siblings especially Angah and Abg Yo for taking photos, make-up etc. Not to forget my Tok Mek, Tok Ayah, Tokki and Tok as well as abah, ayah Ngah and ayah Su.

Thanks for everything.

Yeah, this is happy moments ;p

a time that i will miss a lot..

Mood: Not okay
Current weight. I strongly believe that my weight right now is 60 kgs!

These were pictures of us (mom, Ateh and I) while we were doing some shopping at Mesra Mall, Kemaman. I had a great moment while I was on break at home. Every day was like heavenly when there's so many things and activities I did. This is maybe particularly because I'm homesick now.

I want my mommy!

With mama

Nak window shopping kat my mom's fav butik, Carlo Rino

Ateh as a piece model =)

Ni baru the real Carlo Rino model..hahaha..
Look at the wedges babe!

1st attempt as handbag model 

Tgh busy window shopping pun still nak check on phone.
Aiya!

If only this is mine.....

Mommy I pun nk jd model jugak tau..
I think it fits well with the outfit ;p

I really love the headband accesories!

We could be models!

Ateh put on a funny face!

They're lovely doesn't it???

I could buy all these!

Yum2..This was delicious! Nasi ape ntah..huhu..

Get ready to dig in ;p

Makan2..

two smelly boys on sunday!

Mood: Okay la
Current weight: 60 kgs

Belum mandi lagi ni..

Me, Aqil and Ajim

Ateh and us =)

I really like their smiles =)

Lol!

Anyone wont believe they are brothers ;p

I really love this picture ;p

Cam lawak kan?

Hip, hip, horay!

Action Kamen pose!

And...Jump!!!

Ini muka orang nak mereajuk tau..

Super duper excited!

Aqil and I

With the boys and my aunt

Love the pic.. Sempoi je kan..???

his birthday..

Mood: Happy but tired.
Current weight: I think it's 60 kgs now. Yikes!

February 28th was his birthday! We celebrated his birthday at AEON Jusco Bukit Tinngi at McDonalds. It was simple yet fun. I just bought a slice of cake and the rest, he paid. Hehe. I sengkek la..I just hope I can't him a bigger cake next time.

Dear bucuk,

Happy birthday! I love you forever and ever, and only death do us apart.

Yours.

The cake...

McDonalds! Cam takder benda lain nk makan kan?? Hehe..

I think it's Taxedo cake slice!

The birthday boy ;p

Buah hatiku.. =)

Yum2...

Huhu..I'm one year older =(

Hehe..

makan2...

Sape punyer birthday ni???

I think it's maybe mine ;p

Karaoke time!